i have been tagged by ZETT.

ok…25 things that people shud know about me:

1. i dont really get along with my mum, i only talk to my mum on general subjects, unlike many others who talks about their boyfriends, friends and such…i dont have a real reason why, but i am more of a dady’s gurl, and my word of mouth, trust me can over-rule my mum. i guess, thats why my mum likes my brother than me.

2. i married happily to this non-romantic guy, he is indeed never lembut, all he does was marah-marah aku…but i think i fall for him for that reason. uia gals has been questioning on the logical reason why married this man, it is because he has a beautiful heart, that hardly can be seen. or maybe i can accept the fact that his hobby adalah marah aku!

3. i am pregnant of 5 months now, bearing second child.

4. i am very oblivious to the society, more of, boleh tak jgn nyibuk hal aku coz i dont care about you, especially in work place, byk sgt nak tahu, husband keje apa, anak siapa, bawak kete apa, pegi lunch ngan sape….as far as i can remember, i have not asked about anyone with that questions…suka hati aku la nak pegi mana, duit aku byk mana ke…and i dont understand why the principle what u give is what u get back does not apply in ALL of my work place…. so much of busy-body. i believe i only answerable to my FAMILY and FRENS ONLY….setakat org yang aku jumpa hi-bye dalam lif or in a meeting room..pplease…do u mind ur own business?

5. i am officially the neighbour of amin gorjes…hahhaha( amin aku dah tak tau nak tulis apa…)

6. i am so into interior designing….sangat particular

7. i hate compliments, and i hardly accept them…so people…please jgn puji puji, i malu and dont know how to react sebenarnya.

8. moody

9. i like to argue on any matters, sib baik dapat laki yang suka argue, and trust me, i lose in all of the battles! practice makes purfect

10. saya seorang yang manjakan anak….enuff said

11. saya mempunyai penyakit misteri……hahhahahah

12. i am insomnia freak, my sleep is easily distracted.

zett…tak smapai 25 la…nanti la i sambung….hahhahahahahhaha

i was involved in a heated arguments with one the colleagues yesterday due to work related. though i cant deny i too was quite emotional, i quite somehow cant help but to wonder, why does certain people here are very defensive….as if they are the most knowledgeable. most competent and so forth.

i dont know why i have a mind set like this, it either i cud just blame my parents, or perhaps my schooling days, or probably i can blame adawiyah for influencing me being garang or its just me…..

i believe the quality of your work will speak on behalf. unlike to some, they’d like to boost to others, proudly saying, i have been in this k*w*ng*n for ** years and so forth.

frankly, i dont buy those shits. even so u have indulge urself in 100 years sekalipun, if you are not competent, u can just be as slow as those who are 20 years younger than you. i believe its not the years of experience that quantify the quality of your work, only the determination and the knowledge as accordance to the “peredaran semasa” does.

no matter how many years you have been practising within the same areas, but the knowledge that u have does not sync with the relevant needed knowledge, it is still unworthy.

i am not preaching i am better off then anyone here, he is even probably better than me, but at least, i do acknowledged and proudly admits that i am no jack of all trades, neither a master of one. if anyone u encounter through your life that claimed to be it, then u can just say, he is being boldly arrogant.

after all, knowledge will never ends. but a the end, its the mentality that mould all of us, its how we develop our mentality, how we compete against each other. its all in our hands, the choices and all.

its more like looking at a glass, either u perceived it as a half-empty glass, or half-full glass.

as for me, i hope i wud remain being the first one.

this wonderful women was born on this day, 19th may, way back at 19**.  wishing her the very best of birthday, more to come, more to celebrate…

special thanks to kamaruddin and partners as well as intelligence synergy for inviting us for their annual trip at holiday inn ferrighi resort, penang.

friday 1st of may 2009
we set off from home at around 10, however due to the convoys that we had to wait, we finally reached feringghi only at 8pm. it was all heavy traffic and we opted for ferry  
instead of the bridge. 

saturday 2nd may 2009
telematch at 10am in the morning, in between 3 adult groups….i was disqualified due to “health condition”, my hubby was in as well as the others….the games proved that my hubby wasnt born as a sportmen, he was the menace instead…

and the games for the children..

guess, who is the mummia….

8.00pm-annual dinner…the food was yummy, the best is the rojak buah…

sunday 3rd may 2009
checking out at 1.00pm, after having lunch at line clear, we headed to kuala kangsar for laksa and headed back to KL, which we only arrived at 12.00 midnite…imagine how bad the traffic were..

to conclude the journey was all exciting :p

he is now over ben 10…now he is the red power ranger, setiap hari setiap masa, tidak mengenal siang dan malm….malam pun ngigau nak jadik power ranger, everyday aku ngan hubby lambat gi keje, sebb mlm dia asik ngigau power ranger…owh luqman…how i wish u cud read this when u are old enuff to understand that mama and abah had been sleepless nites becozz u talked too much?! even while u were sleeping….

p/s: this suit also includes power ranger gloves, i’d update him with full suit… 

WAS YOUR FIRST PREGNANCY PLANNED? : tried but failed for three months in a row, and i vowed to let it go with a flow. the fourth one…kaboom, it happened! 

WHAT WAS YOUR SECOND CHOICE NAME FOR YOUR OPPOSITE GENDER NAME? rahsia…nanti org curi…..

WHAT WERE YOUR REACTIONS? surprised, and relief. dreams come true.

HOW OLD WERE YOU? 27 years old

HOW DID YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT? late period, exhaustion.

WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST? agree with jue, “of course the one who make me preggy. takkan nak bagitau jiran dulu kut. he he”

DID YOU WANT TO FIND OUT THE SEX? yes, very excited to know. i knew it since my fourth month.

DUE DATE? end of march, baby kuar lambat, had to induced 5 days later, on 4th of april 2006 finally, he’s out in this world.

DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS? Alhamdullilah, I’ve been blessed with very easy pregnancy.

WHAT DID YOU CRAVE? roti canai everyday without fail.

WHO/WHAT IRRITATED YOU THE MOST? nobody

WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CHILD’S SEX? male

DID YOU WISH YOU HAD THE OPPOSITE SEX? not expecting any gender.

HOW MANY POUNDS DID YOU GAIN THROUGHOUT THE PREGNANCY? i was 52 kg, ended up till 72.5kg….i was very worried if ever i wud remain in that weight…i was damn BIG!

DID YOU HAVE A BABY SHOWER? nope. leggang perut pun tak der.

DID YOU HAVE ANY COMPLICATIONS DURING YOUR PREGNANCY? yes, it was a 12hour complication and after the 12 hours, only then decided to go for caesar.

WHERE DID YOU GIVE BIRTH? taman desa medical centre

HOW MANY HOURS WERE YOU IN LABOR? 12 hours…

WHO DROVE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL? dearest love.

WHO WATCHED YOU GIVE BIRTH? Ada 1 doc, 3 nurses, my hubby watched the caesar operation all along, after being force by my doctor…how i love my gynae…mmuah…and it was 12 midnite!

WAS IT NATURAL OR C-SECTION? Happily c-sect.

DID YOU TAKE MEDICINE TO EASE THE PAIN? agree with jue “Just a bius, gila apa caesarean idup2.. “

HOW MUCH DID YOUR CHILD WEIGHT? 3.05kg to 3.10 around that figure…

WHEN WAS YOUR CHILD ACTUALLY BORN? 4th april 2006, at 12.30 midnite

WHAT DID YOU NAME HIM/HER? luqman harith

LUQMAN has finally turned 3…on last 4th of april 2009, which “happened” (am trying to be sarcastic here adik….) to be ADIK’s wedding day as well…

i shud say not much of a celebration on LUQMAN’S birthday as we all were all dried out exhaustion on the wedding day, nevertheless, adik and her hubby- boy managed to get luqman a wonderful surprise, the clown aka the balloon man aka the magician…

it seemed enjoying for the kids though, quite a treat i guess, after being the diligent flowergirls, and the naughty flowerboys on adik’s wedding day.

special thanks to anna, for delivering the wonderful cupcakes for ALL the guests on adik’s wedding, as greater thanks for the BEN 10 CAKE and CARS! Luqman loves it….he was escalated wif joy looking at the cakes, not to mention he was telling everyone that he will be having those cakes 2 weeks earlier…. :p

and owh…congratulations adik, for finally tying the knot with the man of your dreams…and boy if you are reading this, god knows how our ears were stuffed with the stories about you then…how she was so fond of you, and yet have no guts in telling you upfront…again, congratulations for your dream man, dream wedding ( i hope) to come true ….kaaaaaaaa-chowwwwwwwwwwwwwww heheh

the sun daily today published clearly that Datuk Azalina must go depsite of the questions she is facing. frankly, i have nothing against her, i am not a fan of her, neither she was a cause to my wrath. but what surprises me was the reason why the article was published. under the article gracious exit will do, i am quite surprised how blunt the article was alluding to her. despite of malaysian’s norm that being blunt is rude, i somehow applaud the publisher that sometimes malaysians needed to be treated bluntly, though it may sound provocating, but no matter how sour reality may brings, it must be sent across.

speaking of gracious, i was on flight to kota bahru today when i reached to my seat, there was a couple already seated on my seat. so i politely said, will u excuse me, i’d like to come in for my seat.

the husband ungraciously replied, owh, we are travelling with a baby, it was the baby who wanted to seat there….u duduk situ je lah….

the baby dont even know how to talk….my goodness….

it would very much relieved if he could just say that he wished to have my seat instead, rather than using such a lame reason. it was not an issue if he cud just say that he wanted a window seat. and worst, dia pulak pandai-pandai arrange the new seat for me….

i abide, and i said nothing of course . neither he said thank you.

not that i wanted to be felt appreciated, but courtesy would be nice. after all he didnt even ask if it was ok to have my seat, thank u will be the least he could say. unfortunately, he did neither of them.

this is what we call, first class facility, third class mentality….but its ok…eventhough u didnt ask me, u can take my seat.

Maulidur rasul marked not only being the day for nabi muhammad but it also marked as the day my grandmother passed away. of course, i know by the fact that every soul breathe will end its breath one fine day. but when the day really hits it’ll stir!

i was brought up by her when i was a child. she was very adamant and strict. being a child, i hated her so much as she is the permanent figure that will hinders me from playing in my neighbour’s place. along the way, as i grew up, i tend to be as close to her. compare to my mum, she was my steady defender regardless am right or wrong.

i knew by the fact that we shall not take things for granted, therefore, we shall appreciate what we have before losing them. i knew it too, but when it comes to reality, it never turned out to be not as impeccable as my theory.

i always wished i cud balik to her kampung most of my weekend, being married, having children and friends as such, i tend to forget what was my promises. now, when she’s gone, i regretted so much for not paying so much attention to her like the old days. i took so much for granted that she will be back home safely, and healthy. didnt ever crossed my mind that it cud be her last day. i took for granted that she will always be there for me, whilst me, on the other hand, stayed oblivious.

there is no words that cud make up my despair. Though i knew Al fatihah is the best gift i cud ever offere her, i am still caught with that feeling, that i wish i cud have a little more time with her, just to tell her, how much she means the world to me.