LUQMAN dah besar sekarang! he knows how to use the hp….and nightmare for his maid, dia kuat ngadu…

“mama….uman suruh chichi (sri) bukak tv, dia bukak citer dia tau…” at hisbackground, i heard my maid screaming begging…”tak puan, sumpah saya tak buka tv, cuma itu cd yang lain….

or

“mama….nanti mama balik mama marah chichi ni, uman tak nak mandi, dia suruh jugak…uman nak tido lagik kat bilik mama, dia tak bagi, uman nak main ngan dia, dia kata nak mandi”

or worse….

“abah…nanti abah balik abah pukul chichi ni ek”
so his father said ok just to console…

luqman return his call to his father…”takyah la abah…uman dah pukul chichi…uman dah pijak kepala dia…”

and even worse…”naper chichi tak balik je umah chichi, naper chichi ni nak duduk umah uman…”

to my hubby, didnt u try to be a little bit of politeness while u were a kid then? *sigh*

best of things…my mother asked my son…”uman…nanti uman pindah umah baru, uman nak bawak chichi tinggal sama tak?”

he replied nonchalantly, ” bawak la, nanti saper nak gosok baju?”

i have been long forgotten about the commitment to update this blog. too ocuupied with the routine meeting for tender and quotation, not to mention budget meeting with treasury.

my department has been directed by the YB Minister to split into two, one for polytechnics, and one for comuunity college. i prefer to reserve my comment on this as being in the “perkhidmatan gunasama”, the “divorce” wud not affect us much.

i have pity on one person in this jabatan actually. in my opinion, he is matured enough to distinguish in between right and wrong. but that does not shown in his choice of actions. the way he preach to people, how innocent he has been pukes me off, which on the same time, he obviously never walk his talk. though news has been spreading here that he took commision out of each transaction, i find it hard to syncronize with the way he acts. he preach to everyone that every procedure that ever created in this world has been diligently followed without fail, but on the contrary, no words cud describe his hypocrisy!

i frankly wonder how he sleeps at night, where he has to pretend to the masses that he’s innocent, where he knows deep at heart what he did was way against the law. i wonder how he feed his children what the money that he gained via unlawful and dishonest deals. i wonder how he finds the tranquil of peace and serenity. or maybe all this while he thought that the money that he gained was purely his effort. i am pretty sure if it was all his money that involved, he wud not do such things. but since its at the expense of the government capital, then what the heck. as he declared his principle…” ala orang lain lagik byk amik…” so i guess for him, kalau dia amik sikit tu takper kut…..

to ksn, if you are reading thing (though i doubt not) please check on the super senior officers…if not your notion of first class facility, 3rd class mentality will only be history.

however, i wish him all the best, deep inside i hope he wud “tersedar” daripada mimpi yang indah that what he did was totally beyond whats permissible. i frankly hope he finds peace at heart….finally… for days to come….insha allah.