This blog has been long abandoned. laziness is one of the thing, full occupied is also one of the excuse, and of course too many people that i never wanted to know what i write has been a permanent reader eversince.

Thus, it restricted what i cud say…

it pretty amazing how people around me have been so overly concern. they ask what i drive, who i go out with, even what i wear. from the first day i work, nothing seem professional. people ask who is my father, what my mother was doing etc. i cant remember when was the last time i asked people that kind of question. they even ask me, which location i’d be heading for my next vacation. worst thing ever, they even ask how much money my husband is making…for gods sake, i felt like crying….”wud u want to know our bank account as well?

i have a different definition of friends, collaegues, as well as acquaintance. friends are the one i talk to, my confidants, colleagues are the ones I ONLY TALK AT WORK, anc acquaintance are the ones i sees at lift that i smile and say hi.

i felt very lame nowadays. this is so personality attack…..

of course, we all know that u cant pleased everyone. but sometimes, it can kill my little soul.

p/s: dont people have any other things to think? dont they have problems that they need to solve rather than thinking about other people’s ?

the same disease i had…virus malas update blog. one takde masa….alot of times i felt, i hope surat pertukaran tetiba muncul di atas meja….pulling me over form this office….

maybe i dont know so much about delegating, but tell me the method of delegating when u have no one to delegate to.

also maybe, i was way too perfectionist.

My marriage has been 4 years now, alhamdulillah. no clebrating though as he was away to indonesia….

my frens had been warning me…..yeah gurls, i got the point…hahahhaha

Luqman of course, has been overly talkative….his favourite words…”apa…?”

“mama….saper nama org black tu”

mana la mama tau…”

“mama tak tau ke nama org black tu?” dia ckp depan orang india tu…malu aku…

but i guess, that is the best part….he talk and talk and talk….so sweet…

i hope i’d update more…..hopefully