it has been so longggggggggggggggg i have make silence as my best policy. Too many things happened, until i lost my words, to blog.

My dear cousin past away last month due to her neurons failure. Of course, her demis affected all of us as a unit. she went easy, started out with a major headache, vomiitted and there she goes, she passed out, coma and she went away. Of course, the news of death could never calm anyone. Pretty amazing how amazing my uncle and aunty are. i believe, being a parent of myself, witnessing own child’s death is worst than a terror nightmare. Though words can sooth the little ears, but their heart will never be consoled.

Being a muslim, we all are taught that death is well written. But being humane, devastation can still emerge in humans hearts. Berat mata memandang, berat lagi mata memikul. wallahualam…..

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it was yani, lilie’s and my birthday last weekend. i have yet to celebrate it with lilie, but as i write, i just had a wonderful BUT late dinner with my confidant yani and ad… thank u so much to ad for treating us all.

Semoga murah rezeki.

as well as to husband too, for treating me like a princess. A day at spa was just what i needed. but i dont think spa is a thing made specifically for me. i guess once in a while wudnt harm too much but u know, spending SO MUCH time like that, it make me started to worry about luqman and what not. For the first time in my 30 years of life i had manicure and pedicure for myself. Thank u again sayang.