Y.Bhg. Datuk / Dato’ / Datin / Tuan,

Dukacita dimaklumkan En. Khairil Bin Haji Ahmad, Setiausaha Kedua / Ketua Canseri di Malawakil Tripoli, Libya telah kembali ke Rahmatullah pada jam 6.15 pagi tadi di Tripoli, Libya. Urusan pengurusan jenazah sedang dijalankan di Malawakil Tripoli.

2. Jenazah akan tiba hari ini kira-kira jam 2.15 petang dan akan terus dibawa ke Masjid KLIA untuk disembahyangkan. Kemudian jenazah akan dibawa ke Tanah Perkuburan Presint 20, Putrajaya untuk dikebumikan dan dijangka dikebumikan pada jam 4.30 petang ini.

3. Semua pegawai PTD diminta untuk memberi penghormatan yang terakhir.

Bersama-samalah kita menyedekahkan Al-Fatihah dan semoga rohnya dicucuri

rahmat.

Sekian, terima kasih.

P/S: PTD sajer ke bole dtg? :p

One of the officer was calling me…frankly, with the high tone of intonation, i hardly stand the pitch. it sounded like the sound of mosquitoes bugging my ear. very very irritating and nauseating.

she was bugging in regards finance jurisdiction. similar to the email sent by ad, i tried to keep my feet stand on the ground why people hate PTD so much, by putting myself in their shoes. Other than the fact “ptd naik pangkat cepat”, the rest, i think most ptd work real hard.

i know this blog nowadays has been the ptd vs other schmene type of entries, but the experience am having here is condoning me to write in this manner. a lil bit stirred by the commented she lamented, but i just cant put down the facts here, as i foresee it may backfired me later. and i cudnt deny these people is attacking my personality at the moment. like azie once told that she against that personality attack as a big NO NO in an organization, but in my case, it all jumbled up.

mentality needs to be developed. i wonder why people are always driven by their wrath, instead hoping people around them to understand that they’re having a problem. its like at the expense of others, they tend to let their wrath out.

wudnt it wud be much better to check the matters upon ot rather than condemning people. After all, all of us all too old to be immature, to act on impulsive wills.but hey, thats odd, what more normal here is like…”marah dulu pikir kemudian…”, and we are talking to mother of so  many childrens, as well as father of many..how shameful to be known to their children knowing the parents cant have control over their anger management….

Government had spent on promoting budi bahasa budaya kita. to me here, this campaign has no effect in the officers here. not even a pinch!

if you are being loved by many, call urself the luckiest one. unlike to some of us, some felt the otherwise. if u have people who loves you, that u know for sure wud support you from thick to thin, i envy those people.

i hate the fact that people make false impression over certain people for no particular reason. i am saying because i have been in one of those instances. many seemed to make certain negative remark over some individual and even worst, they believe them and stayed with them.

so people only believe what they want to believe, pre-judging people only via its physical and gestures. when these ideas have pre-occupies their mind, nothing can changed them. so why bother?

my friend once told me that i am having sort of trust issues that i can hardly trust people, and oblivious to things around. i actually admit to that. but if anyone here knows, how my childhood are, how my grow-up situation was,many wud understand why i am patterned like this.

so call urself lucky if u are blessed with great memory in childhood. coz i’m not one of them.

we were breaking fast yesterday…when suddenly my son came up to me and said:

“mama…uman nak nasik…”

“ok…mama amikkan…”

“terima kasih PUAN…” he replied nonchalantly…

i said…”apa? cakap lagik sekalik…”

he retorted…”TERIMA KASIH PUANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN”

i was blurred for a  minute…..until my hubby rejoined and said..”uman, ni mama uman, bukan puan…ok?” and so he said…thank u mama…i was finally relieved…

at his age….he imitate all things…i was just speechless….

Taubat Nasuha adalah bertaubat dari dosa yang diperbuatnya saat ini dan menyesal atas dosa-dosa yang dilakukannya di masa lalu dan brejanji untuk tidak melakukannya lagi di masa medatang. Apabila dosa atau kesalahan tersebut terhadap bani Adam (sesama manusia), maka caranya adalah dengan meminta maaf kepadanya. Rasulullah pernah ditanya oleh seorang sahabat, “Apakah penyesalan itu taubat?”, “Ya”, kata Rasulullah (H.R. Ibnu Majah). Amr bin Ala pernah mengatakan: “Taubat Nasuha adalah apabila kamu membenci perbuatan dosa sebagaimana kamu pernah mencintainya”.

Di bulan pengampunan, Ramadhan yang “Syahrul Maghfirah” ini adalah saat yang tepat untuk kita bertaubat. Bagi yang sudah bertaubat mari memperbarui taubatnya dan yang belum taubat mari bergegas kepada ampunan Allah. 10 hari kedua bulan Ramadhan merupakan masa maghfirah (ampunan) sebagaimana dijelaskan dalam sebuah hadis riwayat Abu Haurairah “Ramadhan, awalnya Rahmah, pertengahannya Maghfirah, dan akhirnya dibebaskan dari api neraka” (H.R. Ibnu Huzaimah).

Selamat menjalankan ibadah puasa.

(Oleh Muhajriin Abdul Qadir)