i dont really know why, i am in fact trying to understand why the phenomenon of this hairstyle is becoming a hit. i never like it, and i cudnt understand why people are so crazy over it….

fine, its a just a trend…but u see, the problem is..the hairstylist was soooooooooo into this victoria beckham style….and now, my hair has become one of his experiment….in other words….my hair has become like thissssssssssssssssss!!!!

i went up to a salon nearby my kondo, wanted to cut it short…and i told him that i want it to be shoulder length. so he said, why not we do it this way…we do the back hair short but the front one is long…so i said fine…..

but he was so obssesed wif this victoria’s style, the back one was so short….

and i shouted………….”APSALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL PENDEK SANGATTTTTTTTTTTTT?????”

then he nonchalantly replied, owh its ok…belakang memang short…tapi rambut victoria lagik pendek….

“SAPE KATA YANG SAYA MAU RAMBUT MACM VICTORIA BECKHAMMMMMMMMMMMMMM?”

so i thought, owh maybe the front part is longer………………

BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO….my hair is so short…and it feels like rambut those chinese old lady yang jual kangkung kat pasar tu lagik panjang drpd my hairrrrrrrrrrr…and since my hair is straight, so dia macam jatuh, terlepet je kat tepi telingaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa….uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa………burukkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!

owh no….my face is even longer than my hair…i cant help it…i hate my hair now….

and worst case scenario…i told him, this was way too short, but he calmly countered…hey wif this hair u look sophisticated!!!

(yeahh rightttttttttttttt….. i look like one chinese lady wif mata sepet wif a short hair YANG RAMBUTNYA MELEPET…uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa)

what am i gonna do while waiting for this hair to grow????? uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…….huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu

p/s: all this while, my hubby has been complaining that my hair was so dull, straight and boring, he was saying..”i feel like sleeping wif a chinese wif ur staright hair like that, why dont u curl it up?”

and now, wait till he see my new hair…” he’ll be like…”it feels like i am sleeping wif nyonya yang jual kangkung kat tepi jalan tu ha…!”

p/s: happy belated burfday to zaza on the last 19th!

disclaimer: no offense to chinese…..it happened i have some blood of it…

my other half is out of town again wif his friends….nah, that isnt the issue i want to raise here….

he insist of leaving his hp behind….of course, that made me curious enuff…

until i said to him….

me: now dear, am having ur passprt in my hand….its ur call, either u take ur handphone wif u, so its easy for me to call, or i cud just toss ur passprt away…now u make the choice!
him: ok ok i’ll bring my phone along, tapi u jgn 3G ngan i tau…..!

what?????????????????????? 

(so i told to myself: nanti nampak background apa ek kalau 3G?)

conclusion: some things are better left unknown…nak kena laki aku ni!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

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it was stated that i was in this jiwa kacau condition, unable to straightened things out, i wasnt sure what was the reason, what was the possible cause that have made me feeling uneasy, everything seemed in mess. Until yesterday…

i figured, things shall not be continued in this chaotic mess. i need to set things right, so i vowed. there was an urgency to departmentalized everything back on track…. restructured my mind timeline, and at the same time, trying hard to unwind and adhere to my very own tranquility.

it was yesterday i managed to have all the guts to let go some part of it, and i must say it was quite a relief after some part of it have been bursted out.

i felt much less pressure, mind was lesser occupied…

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it was yesterday too, i managed to plan such a surprise for my hubby-today is my 3rd year anniversary, being blessed to marry such a man . He was never romantic, he never tried to please me, and for that reason, i just love him….

while i was organizing such a surprise for him….he called me at 9.00pm last nite

him: s*y*ng, turun sekarang….
me: nak buat apa?
him: kita gi klcc…..
me…its already 9.00, klcc is closing at 9.30pm…

him: take it or leave, i want u to accompany me…but if u insist, i’d go by myself….

and so i went…as i walked out the room…nina and adik was saying…”kakkkkkkkkkkkkkk…anniversary ek? nak gi celebrate ke?”

me: “ntah la, dia suh pegi…dia kata nak teman gi beli casing golf set”
nina: “maybe he actually doing u a surprise…”
adik: “yup, maybe he organized a romantic candle lite dinner…cantik cantik la sikit….pegi pakai make up…”
nina: ” ni apa ni, tudung kaler lain, baju kaler lain ni, what if it was really a surprise?

(i have started to become inferior….)

me: “u think so? nah…i doubt so, i dont want to expect anything pun…we all know him so well kan….i’ll take the chances wif just wearing this…”

so i was in the car, hoping for a bouquet of flower, but NOPE, my early assumption was rite, there was nothing…hahhahah-lucky for me not changing my attire…

i have always love the way my husband is, what u see, is what u get…

him: “u want anything,  show me…i dont assume what u like, u show me what u like, dont expect surprises from me, its not me…tell me, then i’d buy it…ok?”

but i got him a surprise… speacial thanks to anna, for baking these cupcakes for me…those are lovely….mmuah! u got talent bebeh!

i hope he like it…

all i wanted was to see he smiles…thats all that matters!!!

p/s: i managed him to pay for me this and this…and warmest thank you to ms adawiyah for accompanying me walking thr pavillion, lepaking till maghrib, queing wif me for the j.co donuts, and dining wif me here .

p/s: ad…ad……waiter tu hensem kan ad kan…AMIN nama dia*wink wink*