we were cruising along Dato’ Seri Megat Junid’s House when i popped out this statement…

me: sian dato’ seri ni…tgh sakit kuat sekarang…
him : kanser prastate kan? naper la dia taknak ceraikan ziela jalil tu….

me: naper pulak dia kena cerai…?
him : u know, she’s young, and obviously he cant fulfill her batin…
me : women is not about sex ok!

him : ala, being menteri, dia kemampuan la nak kawen banyak….
me: naper biler dia cikgu dulu dia takmo kawen banyak….biasa la lelaki, bila dah senang mula nak lupa diri….

him: habis kalau i?

(so i figured…)

me: i wud let u marry…even 3 infact….
him : wow…never thot u wud say that!!!
me: wif one condition…let me choose for you….

him: hahhhhhhhhh?
me: i siap bagi u kawen 3 sekaligus, tapi i pilihkan 3 janda yang anak at least 5, which u’d then end up wif buy 3 wife, free 15 kids…yang tua dan yang duduk pedalaman….
him: takper la sayang, i think i’d rather stay wif one wife then……

me: eh…bukan u kata u nak kawen lain untuk membela kaum wanita ker?…….buat ape kawen artis…derang bukan golongan yang perlu ditolong…..

him: nah…its ok…i changed my mind…

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Happy Birthday to me-yup its my birthday, and a very sincere and grateful thank u i bid to those whom had wished me via sms, or either emails-my family members, ad, lili, yani, zaza, azie n cik pah yang terawal satu hari, dila,adik, maliz, mr clock, mr.x-just to name a few-of course, my hubby was the first soul, he’s my hubby after all…and thank u dear for the presents…i love it…however, this conversation took place last nite…

him: dear, ur father has organzed a golf flite for me on ur birthday….
me  : its fine, we’re not going anywhere pun kan…..

and so he smiled…until suddenyly my father came by later and said “owhhhhhhhhhhhhh kamil, ko nak main golf, ko pakai nama aku ek?????”

and so i look at him….he was smillingly blushed….

but, frankly, celebrating birthday was never an agenda for both of us..at times, we didnt even celebrate it at all…like they say, age is just a number…unlike few years ago, when i was an item wif my hubby, then was my boyfrend, birthdays was always a bash…either it was a party to celebrate or a fine romantic dining and luncheon, birthdays was always a big thingy. Not to say i have lost the romantic feeling, but maybe u have lost the excitement of having birthdays….well, dulu birthday was the only time presents kept coming in, nowadays, presents like every month…either its from y dear hubby, or even i can buy my own presents on my own…and fine dining? having frens wif lilie, azie, ad, yani ad n cik pah yang sunguh kaya, secret recipe its like weekly affair dah nowadays….tinggal marriott tu jauh je, kalau ader kat alamanda tu, no more wonders la…hehehe

am 29 now, can be considered old already, as fine wrinles has finaly becoming much more prominent each day….

looking back, i didnt do anything that i cud possibly defined as sth proudful, well i guess, the development of my life is just normal-without any greatful achievements..i guess, i do what other people do, and people do the same thing that i do…but on a different note, having a birthday means:

1. i’d be having 20% off at braun buffel
2. 40% off from aussino
3. buy 1 free 1 for my facial
4. birthday voucher gift from sogo

isnt that cool?

however, am actualy content wif what i have rite now, having no intention to change anything if i cud…am just happy wif my hubby, my family as well wif my frens…

i love u ols…thank u again for all of ur birthday wishes….

i’d be on leave for the next few days…

till then, kulli am wa antum bighairi selamat hari raya aidil-adh.

To yani and lilie…happy burfday in advance…..

i have lost the flare as well as the interest of updating thy blog. Was it perhaps due to the “ptk heart-wrenching syndrome” or just plain lazy to update or maybe too difficult to express how my emotion has been grumbling all these while.

PTK has not treated me well. and now, back in the office, my computer all of sudden was broken into pieces, and have gone haywired. and tikus here in the office has been running around here and there like there’s nobody business…

how blunt my life is…

and today, i was assigned a task by my dear hubby to become his partner in his spy leman case-that is to  ambushed his staff at 9.00am this morning.

of course i was reluctant, but knowing kamil who can be verey adamant at times, i relented. and so i followed…becoming his driver…as well as menjejaki langkah-langkah where cud his staffs been…

and so at 9.15 the two were caught at the kedai mamak nearby. being kampung..opppss, let me rephrase that, being conservative, he shouted as soon as he stepped out of the car, which causes the whole restaurant to hear..

for those who knew him well like nina and adik, you guys wud just know how to imagined how the  situation occured this morning…

i was actually laughing actually looking at how he managed his staff….he kept on saying “derang ni kena marah-marah sikit”…but then lepas dia marah-marah…pastu dia nak pujuk, dia cuba belikan kuih kodok etc…then ajak….”eh marilah makan sama“-which he relayed the act as an act of consoling @pujuking.

of course, his staffs never wanted to join him to makan sama-sama after kena marah….but to him,. he has done his part-which is pujuking his staff.

how ironic my hubby is….i guess to him, pujuking women is all about “meh la makan sini sama-sama“…

so people, i guess, u cud predict how he pujuk me as his wife…as he always reiterated so many times by this phrase “kalau i ajak u makan sama tu, maknanya i pujuk u la tu”

and knowing he kept on inviting to eat along wif him makes me smile…he is ahmad kamil after all….and so i reserve my comment…

p/s: pss to yani…you told me that hoping kamil to be romantic its like menunggu kucing bertanduk, for once…u have prove ur hypothesis….hehheheh

the first day at the office after almost three weeks out from the office.

Surprised..embarassed and blushed. hmmm…will taLk about it later. However, i’d like to welcome Mr.x for “terjumpa” my blog (or what not) :p

Am still speechless….

this is my second day of ptk…..tomorrow will be my pengucapan awam’s day…still contemplating on to the topics…

am yet to decide which topic i’d be elaborating about. just few hours till tomorow, am still having no stand in any of the topics…

still hoping miracle will come to me again…..and why am i in the office actually?…biasala masih mencari bahan untuk esok…masih melihat yang mana paling banyak bahan untuk diceritakan atau di goreng….

p/s: semoga allah jauhkan penyakit lidah kelu pada esok hari dan hari-hari yang mendatang….!

the first day at thy office after long and continuous courses, even my weekends were also affected. selepas PTD Roadmap, sambung dgn ISO 9001:2000 kursus, siap ader exam lagik semalam…

blur…exhausted and lethargic…all in one; well frankly, the courses seemed not-so related to me, its probably me, yang malas nak berubah nak menjadi creative? and the office environemnt yang memang macam ni, malas nak jadik heroine/superwoman untuk menukar the environment into a creative inducive place…

 end up, sebelum kursus dan selepas kursus not much things to change…but i cant help to agree wif ashraf, maliz, ad and hazel..”CREATIVITY KILLS!!!!”

I have been very very very occupied lately, eversince wif jeli yang sampai sekarang tak habis-habis keje dia (biasa la org melayu, rumah dah siap pahat masih berbunyi), menjadi ketua sistem audit (aku tak tau apa kejadahnya aku pulak yang kena), whole day affair punya meeting and unexpected ptk next week…nampaknya aku berserah kepada takdir ilahi je lah….

am just tired…

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so seemed i was very occupied wif the office schedule, my dear hubby was making me a surprise, a ticket to live n loud concert last weekend – shaggy, elliot yamin and whitney houston…

sempat lagi berdansa sambil pakai tudung…dedulu kalau gi konsert je, tudung tinggal umah…tapi sekarang dah tua, segan sikit dan mungkin hidayah tu makin banyak… ker, rambut yang tak basuh? :p

masa memula dtg, was in an intersection, whether to dance or not, u know la pakai lengan panjang pakai tudung yang depan depan tu semua pakai bra, shorties pants…

it felt very very awkward…and my hubby was caught saying ” u gi konsert pakai camni, semua org lari, sebab derang kata ustazah dtg buat raid! “-thank u hubby for ur STRONG encouragement!

pastu lepas issue pakaian, issue nak buat apa ek kat konsert…then nak menari ke tak nak? shaggy dah bukak baju dan turunkan seluar tu…erghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…tempting nya !

dan di sebelah aku ader satu pakcik, yang sibuk staring kat aku, as if i came wif my bf…rasa nak jerit je…HELLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOO, NI LAKI AKU LA…rasa nak tampal je kad kawen kat dahi…pakcik tu menari ke kiri ke kanan…tak best aa pakcik…dtg konsert kena narik jerit-jeritttttttttt…wuhoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

tapi biasa la memula malu, tapi mahu…akhirnya aku menari jugak, walaupun mungkin org cakp ustazah ni giler dan dah naik sheikh ker? :p

dan setiap kali nampak org pakai tudung kat konsert tu, hubby aku tolak tolak aku and said..”ha tu kawan u sama geng pakai tudung…gi kawan sesama…” memula aku gelak…lelama aku annoyed…grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! aku la org “village”…dia la org “town”…!!!!!

p/s: will update pics later, sekarang my hp rosak.baru dua bulan pakai dah rosak. huahuahuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa