The women in me
Never Cry if it’s over, smile coz it happenedArchive for September, 2007
impulsive decision
This morning, after subh prayer….
My hubby was saying…”sayang…u tuka je la wp3…the traffic is crazy and so massive..”
me: “really, u dont mind, if i terlambat balik…”
him: “nah…its ok….but i dont think the traffic wud be so bad, i’ve tried…u’d reached home on time…dont worry”
and so today…am wp3-reaching office at 8.20am…the roads were all cleared, as if i can baring berguling berguling across the road…
and today, am happily ever after;
- no traffic jam AT ALL
- cook luqman his nasi and hotdogs
- mandikan luqman
- make-up di rumah (wp2-aku terpaksa make up di office)
************am so content**************
ahlan wasahlan ramadhan al mubarak
happy ramadhan to my fellow friends…till this entry was written i have yet to fast; however, the difficulty to eat during lunch break, forcing me to fast indirectly. Anyhow yesterday, i managed eating kfc in the car at the basement parking
i have opt WP2 during this fasting month-which means, my working hours will commence at 8, ends at 5pm. however, i faced so much difficulties
why?
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majority of the public servants opted for wp2, therefore, it causes massive traffic jams in the morning, near the junction to putrajaya as well as the hills entering putrajaya;- and worst, the movement of the vehicles was so slow, it feels like the siput babi had won the race…no accidents, so nothing, just 15km per hour? its like these people just bangun drpd tido dan terus bawak kete-so tu la sebab they bawak terhegeh hegeh! x-(
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and at 5.00pm, the same scenario repeats itself, the junction was all jam-heavy packed. and yesterday, there was a very very very long queue to sri kembangan junction-which makes me think, its a big NO NO NO, buying a house at sri kembangan-at 5pm jam giler? neurons aku akan menyimpul mati nanti…
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and because i opted for wp2, i have to leave home at 7.20am, luqman wud be either sleeping or just wake up, therefore luqman tak sempat mandi.which means till end of sept luqman tak mandi pagi
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and so i tested another hypothesis;
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first to come at 8.30 and be back at 5.30-and to my surprise, the roads were cleared-most probably it was beacuse majority of the people went back at 5.00pm leaving the roads to be all vacant. and i even tried LDP-the worst highways that caused so much traffic-surprise surprise, i reached kjaya on time….around 6pm!
however, i havent decided my mind yet,-still pondering whether i shud just remain as usual-being a wp3 this sept, but definitely, i’d be back wp3 on oct….
cant help it marah org pepagi, doesnt give my brain a healthy environ…
i shud have
“And Chide not the beggar, and publicize well in the name of Allah”-Surah Adh-Dhuha ayat 10-11
it always has been very very very guilty, letting down a person’s hope..may it be love, intentions or assistance. As according to Adh-Dhuha, it is best we, fulfilled others intention, whenever we are capable to…
a friend was asking me for a financial aid yesterday…and i turned it down.i dont have any reason behind it…i just dont feel like helping…is it justifiable enuff?
i dont have that concrete reason, and to be frank, while writting these, i am having that reluctant feeling for not aiding her. i smsed her yesterday, asking for her account number, she refused. she said, she’s fine….hmmmmmmmmmmmm
and yes, this month’s expenditure has cost me my month salary, but hey, i can always help if i really want to, …but no…not this time…it was difficult for me to be sincere this time!
so why didnt i help? First-i saw all the time she has been giving me to that mrX, and second, she has been doing this enterprise thingy…and so she was running short of money…and based on these ground, i decline to help. this time around, i just want her to learnt the lesson, that practicality bites, though on paper it looks just fine, but NO…u need to have some back-up gurl…
but being a muslim, i should have lended her money, despite of where her money have gone to…
but i just want her to plan, and re-organize her expenditures, i cant be there all the time to lend her the money; u cant splurge all the time gurl, spent wisely- i was trying to sent you that message…though i am NOT the right person to lecture in this topic, but no…u need to to spent according to ur means gurl….u have gone so far away from ur supposed expenditure track-how i wish u cud figure it out….
though i have hardly justifying that this is the first time i failed fulfilling her wish, i still feel guilty…
its always an intersection, whether to help or not, being sincere or not, while at the same time, ditching the idea, if ever my weaker link have been manipulated….
huhhhhhhhhhhhhhh….mengeluh lagi……..
congrats!
My dear love,

Allow me to offer my congratulations to the
truly admirable determination you have shown in
establishing the very own branch of your own today.
Congratulation on your new opening branch!
p/s: CEO on the way! 
yani to be away
another fren leaving us yesterday, making our luncheon group smaller and smaller. like people always said, setiap yang bertemu, mesti ader perpisahan….well, it sure not be the end, but of course, each one of us has their own lives and choices, that we have to deal wif.
definitely, we’d be missing yani…after pah now yani, was quite damaging actually. but like pah, i was hoping we cud talk as often thr the ym…
like pah, yani was among the few, that i have known since p*d unggul. but not only me, she was probably known by everyone else in our batch, as she made her first appearance by saying “chop chup chop” to en salim parlan, for wanting to wear pario di tepi pantai…that move has made her the most famous among all..
well, yani was actually a simple person, very retro in her preferences. among all, she was the one i used to argue with, especially on her timing, she’s always late, and she like to blame it on the lift or her boss,(either its true or just a lie, i’d just buy it after arguing).
anyway, she has always been a great fren, be it in terms of “gossiping” or in terms reliability, she had stroke the best.

yani, we’d be missing u…!
p/s: this gathering was not just for yani farewell gathering, but as well as to welcome a new member of the group…a new partner to one of us :p surprise surprise..


