06.26.07
luqman’s beautiful sunday
it was last sunday, i decided to bring luqman to this place…i have noticed about this playland few months ago…and so i determined to bring luqman to play…
yup, it turned out to be amusing and entertaining for luqman
but mama’s luqman got exhausted, trying hard to grab him …the place is huge..and luqman was running around, making it so difficult for mama’s luqman catching her breath….
p/s: review-perlu dtg lagik ke sini…
06.22.07
it wasnt me i said!
ok people….my hubby had bring the car for services yesterday, and it was confirmed the indicator had gone haywired………
so that cleared my name and adik’s….
06.21.07
he’s the one to blame, not me!
malang tidak berbau…heard that phrase before? hak hakhak…
i was stranded at alamanda roundabout (utara parking) last late evening wif adik…eating kfc….and sorry, no invitation was given to join our world-class picnic, despite of the passerby car desperately honking, trying to catch our attention…hey no need to honk…we know, we know, we are the pretty ladies having picnics…
! No, no, no! No publicity murahan we were trying to deliver, instead it was due to the fact that my kete has abes minyakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!
hahhaha…yup, and like other malay movies wud end, there must be a hero that will come and save our day…of course, it wud not be my hubby…he’s too far away, and worst, he chose not to come…accordingly trying to teach me lessons! having the survivor trait (do i really hv one?) ….of all people, i choose afizam to be my hero……..owh my considerate hero…..how handsomely u have come bringing the tong minyak :p ! hakhak
this was what had crop up….after adik picked me up at 6.30 pm, me having the temptation to have kfc for dinner went straight to kfc alamanda while adik awaited for me outside. by the time i bought all the stuff, adik told me that the car was like terbatuk batuk when she wanted to moved to car forward…and so i check…and yes…kete ku telah abes minyak….
however, i discard any accusation that blames adik or me, coz the oil indicator was not down to E (empty). and thr the years of superb performance, it shudnt have come about this way. nevertheless, after my father’s incident yang kehabisan minyak pada minggu lepas, it evidently had made my car haywired….
owh pity my baby….
In spite of this, i wud only relent the fact that the blame shud be put on my hubby, for not maintaining the car on its best, he supposedly to bring the car on wednesday to the mechanics for services…and it was wednesday that this thing all took place!
however, if he wasnt suppose to, isnt men are created to maintain vehicles? hak hak…
p/s: how life so wonderful wif surprises? :p erghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
06.19.07
that exhausted feeling is weird
another day at work brings me another boredom feeling…strange lately, i’d rather stay home wif my cekodok…and always had intentions to have unpaid leave to stay at home…however, looking at its practicality, my personal finances wudnt allow any of that…

eSPKB has been a problem for me today, which leaves my work hanged interupted….
and my weary feeling has become overwhelming day and each day….
i just felt, am all worn-out………………..am desperate for spirit-booster…
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06.18.07
fixing a broken heart
I figured out life isnt about walking on bed of roses, so me, trying to mend my broken heart, will always console my tiny hearts, for letting the elderberry go…though at the end, there is a unit left, after lotsa hassle that had come in between, i figured, there were too many complication, that probably showing me signs that this is not just yet to grab it….
i dont really redha actually..
but i guess, the signs were already there, therefore, i obliged.
nevertheless, i got my self this thing …was trying to soothe the wounded heart…and perhaps it has some sense of relieving a lil bit…hakhak…thanks honey dearie…u made up my day! *mmuah*
on that note, we never knew what will happen…but me hoping anticipatingly, wud grab one of those again….we’ll then wait and see
06.14.07
arent my intentions pure?
I am sad today; and therefore i felt that i needed to cry, trying to let my grudges out, but my attempt to cry had failed…weird huh?
or maybe sad isnt the right word, maybe gloomy a better word, despite of yesterday’s depressing issue-today it got worsen by another miserable dilemma…
the major setback took off yesterday, when all the things we planned were so difficult to accomplished, there was too many hindrance that come in between…and to be frank, i cant really understand why all of sudden those obstacles come on my way…WHY IS IT WHEN ITS MY TURN TO HV WHAT I WANT, EVERYTHING TURN OUT TO BE A TOTAL DISASTER AND OUT OF ORDER?
Thinking on another perspective, maybe i was at the wrong place wrong time, and perhaps wrong decision…but questioning myself, my intentions were pure, so why is it so hard to get what i want to be materialize? Isnt it the best for everybody? it has been 2 years since i last proposed it….and eversince, it had been a major deterence for me…and am frustrated…really…!
i cant really figure how shud i heal my wounded heart…and thats the whole reason why i asked for a leave tomorow; though my boss seemed reluctant to sign the sudden application, i managed to got her signed eventually…
arghhhhhhhhhhhhh+ irk+annoyed…maybe thats the rite word on describing how am i feeling rite now, it was definitely major glitches, which i myself dont have a clue how shud i wrap around those wound…
i wonder what plans He has for me….
06.13.07
miracles come to mama
tak payah tunggu friday, i already have the outcome that i have long anticipated…
so people do not clap ur hands, the findings was rather very disappointing…and heart aching!
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p/s: despite of this thwarting end, at least there’s a happy one for lili,
delivered baby gurl named alia-3.68kg…congrats lili…
06.12.07
friday come to mama!
this week has been very challenging me; as some may know, i have been eying on this one item that i long for it since 2005…
lili has got one, and therefore, it rekindled my old feeling of getting one for myself too…
but the thing called patient has never been gud to me, instead it creates tremors….erghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh lambtnya nak finalised nak dpt satu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my lovely honey has been irked by me since last week…
poor him
but dearie …i find it hard to defy the urge and the temptation was too overwhelming and so irresistable…isnt it justifiable??
and therefore, this friday wud be the final destination, whether or not i cud have ….and waiting for friday has been like so long…waiting anxiously has been no gud for thy heart and soul…my eager feeling is taking over my sane mind making it losts its tranquility….
owh friday,…please draw closer to me….
p/s: MIL operation had been smooth thankfully, and in between menyibuk visiting her kat Pusrawi, gi ngulor jap kat eye on malaysia…

and there was ifa raziah:
mari bang mari dekat…owh aaah..yah yah..gelek bang gelek….sporting sket…mari bang….owh aah…yah yah…

morale: harus ku tutup telinga luqman tika melalui kawasan itu!
