Sebenarnya aku tak paham beberapa jenis orang yang wujud di dalam dunia ini… which i think wasnt doing the rite thingy….

i just got back from a miting….a miting attended by few DG, Pensyarah, skim S and all… and obviously, in a meeting that includes loads of schemes, many wud try to talk, try to outshine trying the very best to be significant…

and my conlusion was, everybody was trying so hard to steal the lite, they tend to criticised others…which is obviously not rite…u dont criticises people in mitings…do u?

and if u criticise, how sure r u that u are better off than the person that u have been criticizing about?

till this entry was written, am still figuring out…coz the only they do was criticize their neighbour, critize that person, and all they do was sit and talk…wake up peps! DO sth!

p/s: trying hard not to be EMOTIONAL as somebody is today…bodo sgt aku rasa minah tu! ckp emo sungguh…rilek aaa

like i have been saying soooooooooooooo many times, i just dont wanat to do anything wif M*MPU anymore…but i cant help it, can i?

today, my surat pergerakan gaji…tu pun kena tepon banyak kali, only then it works…same goes to my penyata tahunan….

i pitied over mampu on its re-shuffling on their top management…but now i pitied no more. Instead, m*mpu needs to be re-shuffle over and over again at all levels….

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my computer had crashed for the last 3 days, and frankly, i felt very uneasy…it was like having a dinosour kept on stomping its feet in my stomach…get that feeling?

my documents were all crushed, and the most important thing, my skype has gone….yup, my skype, my only form of communication in btw my dearly friends……Ironically, it wasnt the important documents that makes me worried, though my boss was over-reacting, about the loss of the documents, instead i was very concerned if ever my skype wud be able to be re-installed back…

so my immediate solution was to go back and thus, downloaded skype via my thumbdrive….and today, the experimenting session begins…and yes…..my skype lauched in victory!!!! thank u to adik for lending her laptop, i downloaded skype for 3 hrs….(mana tak lama, guna dial up connection!)

none were unable to saved, however, despite of all the important documents were gone, am glad, coz i still managed to have my skype back….and indeed, i am happy!

p/s: Lonely, am so lonely, i have nobody…if i dont have my skpe…….lallalalallalalal

i killed a squirrel today on my way to cyberjaya…..i feel bad….

ku geles tupai itu….

p/s: salahkan adik okeh! :p

i have one bad habit…

i always like to put things tah mana-mana and then i’d overlook or tend fail to remember where i left them…

and these things may be my important docs like my slip gaji, my surat lantikan, and even my surat pengesahan…i always condemned my hubby for being overly systematic, and in today’s situation, i fully understand how signifant being organized is….

and yes, i have trying hard to change my bad habit, and so far, it only works a little….

and pity my hubby, he always keep my stuffs and filed them…and yes, he always nag at me for sepah sepah my important documents…and being me, it was like mencurah air di daun keladi…

i called my hubby today….
 me: sayang…mana surat pengesahan i?U letak kat mana ek? i rasa i dah hilangla…

and yes, am trying hard to modify this bad habit! am i really am trying?

p/s: u completed me, isnt that how it shud be? :p

Luqman has been very active lately, which makes all the things in the house are vulnerable and prone for his throwings..

and one of it, was my compact powder…it went smashed on the floor, wif me speechless…

and yes, he got away wif it…

p/s: a very reasonable ground for me to get a new make-up gadget…and yes, i have already acquired one…MAC Pressed NC25!

p/s:blame it to his ninda,
for overly-pampering him…sesikit…”naper tu nangis-nangis? bagi la apa dia nak tu” and i go”NO LUQMAN…MAMA SAID NO…” And so he screams….

…….nuff said…………..

Lately, i have been caught up wif this kind of syndrome….of having lotsa things to put on, but cudnt think of any words to describe it. and also, caught in this lazy bum bum syndrome…..erghhhh, and today, still trapped in this thing named monday blues, my work has not been very encouraging…

Had a budget review meeting wif Treasury earlier in the morning, which my part had been questioned of the missing 20mil…and yes, i forgot where i “parked” the sum!

seriously, aku tak ingat aku letak dalam OS series yang mana…..

anyway….my boss were caught saying this…”i thot of discussing this wif sabrina last friday, but she was on leave…”

NO NO NO…it was not a proud statement, neither the statement has made me pleased….instead i felt the sparkles of my humongous wraths…

was i being supposed to be responsible of it? no no no…

i started to grew my irk feelings towards kewangan.. doing the abm 7 is like riding the roller coaster….i wasnt sure where the money comes from? dasar baru? perluasan? one-off?

conclusion is…..am either startled or another sign of trepidation….whichever it is…in another words… panic attack has occured!

p/s: luqman demam mlm tadik…so dont blame me for thy mind that has been absent!

My hubby is out of town, he supposedly be in Batam as i write this entry….

Accordingly, it is an another outstation thingy but please……… knowing Ahmad Kamil Abd Karim….HIS JOB never requires any form of out-station….

He said last nite…”Darling, sian i kan?”
me…”Nape plak?”
Him..”Ye lah …suma org dok dalam opis…dok dlm air cond, i kena pepanas main golf ngan bankers…”
Me:….”Yeah rite…isnt that u have been waiting for?”
….he smiled away….

and me, knowing him trying his hard to justify his leaving, questioned no more…

ok…lets just look back for all of his “outstation” trips:

1.  while i was 7 months pregnant, he was in jakarta…having his cells turned off…and of course i got bursted…and his reason was…no charger, as their plague was different.
Logic: havent he heard the word named adapter in order for the charger to functioned?

2. November 2006- again his so called business trip…to so called business trip to manila….
Logic: so called the purpose was to revisited the sites and all, however he learnt his lesson well, he turned his hp on all the time…

3. Mei 2007- to Batam Indonesia to play golf…in other words…another business trip?
Logic: he went at 2.00 am last nite? isnt official outstation be conducted throughout day ?

However, despite of his illogical reasons, i never questioned his loyalty, and to those who knows him well, he really have that enthusiastic feeling to work outstationed…and so he tries very hard to create his own outstation thingy…and so be it…

obviously when he’s away, i miss him dearly.

p/s: he once said…”naper i tak penah rasa gi kursus ek? “…mebbe next trip shud not be called business trip again dear? mebbe u can reason out by saying u are sent for a course?… :p

“Puan Sab…pn r*sni nak jumpa…Yaz pun sekali”
ok…i smell something wrong…..when it comes to Yaz and me..i foresee trouble…

and i was right…

71 bills and claims and vouchers were settled more than 14 days……and ksu is questioning the reasons why this scenario is happening as its  a noteworthy issue… as he needs to be answerable to so called “intelligent” ksn who wants all bills to be settled within 7 days (7 days termasuk sat n sun ok!)…

so after this i predict…sesapa yg dok kewangan…takyah balik umah…takyah makan takyah minum!

then it will settle the prob!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! i wonder how these things gonna work…?

P/S: and yes…to answer ur question…of course aku kena marah! isnt life so filled wif flaws? :p