The women in me
Never Cry if it’s over, smile coz it happenedArchive for March, 2007
My make-up picks
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Best moisturiser: Shiseido the skincare.-Night Moisturiser
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Best Toner: SK-II Facial Treatment Clear Lotion
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Best Facial Wash : They say its Shu uemura ( i have yet to try,….currently am using body shop)
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Best Night cream : i have tried biotherm serum line-peel one bottle…and it really works…less scars and better complexion…sekrg dah tak pakai sebb takder budget lagik
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Best Lipstick: TWIGGGGGGGGG! by Mac
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Best Blusher: Tak sure…they say its benefits…(yet to try)
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Best Pressed Powder: Shu Uemura…have shimmering effect jugak, its powder not so compressed so easy to apply-and its texture soft, but its sponge tak best!(Bobbi Brown’s is too hard…powder was so compressed-susah nak kuar…mac agak keras)
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Best Compact Powder: Tak pakai…so tak tau
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Best Foundation : Shiseido! Best giler-MAC tak best, doesnt really moisturised, Bobbi Brown pun biasa, but am currently using bobbi brown! shud switch back to shiseido next time.
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Best Eye Shadow : am using Martha Tilaar and iN 2-IT …lelain tak pernah guna…
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Best Mascara : tak tau…no different in btw brands.
So people…care to share opinions in other brands????
monday blues
am feeling rather disguise today due to one reason…
the question lies, when how sincere u were in lending ur hand?
and when ur sincerity needs to be streched, and u resisted…wud there left any sincerity?
and was there still a reward for what u have offered?
and due to certain intentions that u have not met, but still lend a helping hand, wud there still a reward for me in the hereafter?
and even the help was rewarded in a monetary form, will i still be a noble person, not a materialistic one?
anyway, it is not the recognition that i want…i just want to be remembered and be grateful…like the spartans were saying in film 300.
p/s: this entry wud probably be understood by ad n yani…and of course, entry ini tiada kene mengena dgn yg hidup atau yg mati….just a fud 4 thot!
hate this feeling
Am pretty sad today…em.mmm, i think sad is a strong word…NO-not sad!…maybe disturbed….
yup am feeling disturbed…
My lnpt in mampu has yet to be ready…the fact that i went and called in morning where some of the bosses were so difficult to catch bothers me so much this morning…i have called earlier to inform them that i’d be sending them the lnpt khas, and they welcomed it, and yet till today, no signature was signed????
why do i feel disturbed?
1. Because i had to go mampu, and it has been twice i have been there to push them for the lnpt khas;
and yet nothing came out of it;
Why dont i use KPT 4 my lnpt khas?
2. sebb my boss is in Dubai;
WHY DO I FEEL DISTURBED?
3. Gosh i dont know, probably i just want to get over it and done…and to have nothing to do wif MAMPU anymore…can i have that please??????
i really hate this kind of feeling…
ayam serama di reban ayam
a saturday, where my hubby and i was lack of activity, so we decided to test drive this new gadget
the new satria neo…as accordingly meant for adik…
so here we are at proton edar bangsar
…siting at the back seat…whilst adik on the other hand was shivering all the way…what do u expectt…7 years tak bawak manual…
adik was commenting kereta tu kecik…but then his vicious brother commented…the car was only meant for adik…”nak besar besar nak buat apa, we are not bringing ur car to bring reramai org “buah rambai” tiap2 hari pun”….
yes, the car was not as spacious as i expected to, especially for those yg duduk belakang, but if the purpose of the car was only for adik, then why not, its only $536 per month…and its first hand! but then at that moment being in the car wif four people,, it was like in a reban ayam…everybody was talking,…loudly i shud say! it was like 4 ayam serama…erghhhh bising !
I was the one whom stepped in the car, making my way to the back seat…and then it was my husband….and adik
as usual, started to feel the sweat and all…
“aaaaaaaaaaaaa…adik tak tau nak bawak manual….adik dah ckp adik takmo bwkkkkkk”
adik was reiterating that statement thoroughout the journey….and thanks and no thanks to the salesman…yang menambah perisa kebisingan di dalam kereta dengan kepekatan bahasa kedah dia….takpaaa noooooo, jalan baik baikkkkk…..adik saya pun no, bawakkk ketaaa sama….”
sampai la dah nak sampai….nak masuk balik dalam show room tu…
“hoitttttt…ko bwk bebaik masuk dalam proton edar ni…kang kena kete aku kang….
guna gear 1 gear 1 gear 1…..kang ko terlanggar plak kete aku”
“takpaaaaa, takpaaa…pusing jaaaaa….kete ni radius tinggi…luaassss…boleh pusing….”
“takmooo takmoo…adik takutttttttttttt….camner ni camner ni…belakang dah jammmmmm….”
……………………………………………………………….huhuhuhuhuhu…………………………………………………………
these conversation took place at the same time wif high volume…in the small car…my ear probably had beared wif high frequency of noise pollution….
huhuhuhuhuh…pity my ears…
Heal my soul
I was sad when i was in form 3, when i saw alot of “B” in my result slip….
and the aftermath of that guilt feeling…i rebounced in my SPM…
but then, i can still be lucky, coz that guilt feeling took place when i was in form three, and i had time to rebounced back…but my bro, whom had a “D” for his BM in SPM, it hurts!
it seems so clear he’s hurt, my mum’s hurt and so does my dad,…so question is…who’s gonna heal the situation then?
will we let time heal the wound, or shud we just pretend that we are cool enuff to handle the situation?
I, being his sister…pity him…but one thing am satisfied is, at last he finally matured abit than he used to…
i guess its a lesson learnt for him…that life is not an easy task…
however, i was stirred by the comment of my hubby whom commented…”We never can expect how Syahrin wud turned out to be…so dont prejudged or undermined him now just because he is having his bad days…..God permits…he may be the one who probably be succesful as ever “
my hubby…as positive, as confident as eva…
maybe he shud heal our souls….all of ours…
happy burfday mom
11th March – was my mom’s birthday. Not much celebration actually…like always…we would only gather and wish her…
But yesterday, her 53rd birthday…was a little bit something speacial….along the years..i only managed or i can only afford to buy her perfumes….but yesterday..i bought her something more special …something more valuable than usual….i bought her this…
Its really impossibble i cud repay for all the things she had done for me…so i guess, the only way i can do is try to appreciate her, is through buying her gifts….
i hope she like the new handbag…not because of the price..(its not that that REAL expensive, that cost thousand thousand of dollars pun), but because i wanted to buy her somthing more special, something different…something that can show her that i love her in my own special way….
on top of that…i bought luqman this..his one and only passion
…BOB the builder
…and of course, the most happy person is luqman playing wif his bob…
my very own “bob” sleeping wif his bob 
shud i know, shudnt they know?
The conversation in my boss’ room this morning….
“Puan,,…saya mintak maaf…saya tak dtg dinner semalm…ramai ke yg dtg? ok dinner tu?”
“Majlis tu ok…tapi ramai tak dtg….memula dia kata…m48 ke atas je dijemput…kita di jemput berdasarkan kapasiti kita urus setia…tapi semlm ramai je clerk yg dtg…yg duduk sebelah i pun CC…Takpe la u tak dtg…semlm kul 7pm u ader lagik…kul 7.40pm i turun parking kereta…u dah takder dah….i tgk kete u pun dah takder…”
dalam hati…”WHATTTTTTTTT?
You kid me not….U mean…u knew my car…??? bos aku tau kete aku yg mana? aku pun tak tau pun kete boss aku yg mana…camner dia boleh tau ni?” *confuseddddddddddddddddd*
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in another conversation: my office mate came and ask me….”lawa kete…”
“yang mana?”
“dua-dua la…60 ngan 6″
“owh…tu suami saya punya…saya pinjam jer….”
“…………………………………………………..perlu ke confront ngan aku pasal keta aku???………………………….”
p/s: ISNT IT MY PERSONAL????? will u confront me if i bring my van econovan???????grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
journey to tgganu
This is what i went through, during my journey to tgganu:
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Ani (my maid) was all the way taking off her shoes everytime she sees carpet;
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Ani cut off queue…and when i warned her…”tak penah naik kapal terbang ke ani….?” “penah…tapi suma di sana rebut rebutttttttttttttttttttt!”
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taking the same bus my all other delegates…bring luqman and ani….i felt malu sebab tetiba aku sorang je bwk anak…tapi pikir2 balik wat per nak malu….bayar
duit sendiriktau! -
at then end ramai yg bawak anak, tapi datg driving sendirik
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luqman was very very happy
…yes…dia memang suka dok hotel pun… :p wajib kena bwk lepas ni lagik…aku pun tak pahm naperdia excited sgt…but mom keep on insisting that i used to do that when i was small…anak borek ibu rintik -
luqman was all the way talking thr the flight…using his own language..dia siap ajak org belakang main cak-cak which at the end, he cried
sebb org belakang takmo layan dia…. -
the fact that the journey was a happy one…

anyway, pity luqman’s dad…for missing luqman so much…yup, i was a bit selfish there…
tapi nak buat camner…i cudnt unplugged my br”*st! *wink wink*
p/s: abah luqman tak windu mama luqman ker…..*wink*
